Needing help in covered up murder of one of Jesus' musician freaks--in California

I am a 57 yr old widow/prophetess of God,living (temporarily in Texas) My husband & I were the first hippies in our redneck West Texas hometown,in 1968. We had 2 sons. Chris & Chad. Chad was a my sweet little 'accident'--who wasn't one in reality! Had I aborted him,(as his Grandmother tried to talk me into-God forgive her!),I would have missed one of the greatest blessings in my whole lifetime! My baby son,was Chad Eric. He was named after Eric Clapton & Chad Everett(an American actor) I ran from God for so long. I thought that I'd be missing out or,when I did try to get right with the Lord,the enemy brought in seducing spirits --of which I fell for many times! I walk real closely with Jesus now! I know a LOT of TRICKS the devil uses & can tell a lot of folks about them. But right now, I am trying to get my sons murder opened up & brought into the spotlight of America & Fox News! He was murdered in a premeditated murder,done with a truck,ramming him & ramming him,going 100 MPHS,until it rammed him into an oncoming car,which killed him instantly! Actually,God gave me a vision of this. In this vision,Chads spirit was out of his body & hovering above the car,saying: "Holy!How can I be down there & up here,too?" He didn't feel one thing because God had snatched his spirit out before the wreck! It was 6 days until we got to see his body-5 minutes before his funeral began.He was nearly breaking out in a smile! You don't run for your life & be killed & have a smile on your face! But,my son-Chad, did! His new wife,of less than 4 months,& her Jezebel mother, hid him from us,because I believe that she was pregnant with my sons baby! Even my sons "Pastor" hid so much from the law etc.--& I've even called him & told him about my sons mother-in-law having him murdered. BUT GOD said to call back & tell him that I will "let the Lord take care of it." God said that she would run to Italy with the child. But-when God says its time,its time! & it is NOW! Please help me. He was in a band called "Wickeds End".(from Jer.23:19,20)from 1993-95. They backed up the famed band called POD,--Payable On Death-- before they had sold 9 million + cd's & before they were even famous. The last thing they recorded had POD & some others on it,with Jesus' Crown of Thorns on a gold cover,in 1995. I really can't say that Chad was 'robbed' because he'd totally dedicated his life to God,to use for His Glory,as I had,since he was born!I believe that MORE SOULS will be saved through this thing! The enemy meant it for harm,but God meant it for GOOD! Love & thanks for all who are praying & even who wants to help me in this. I seem ti be alone,except for Jesus & the Holy Spirit! I 'stick out' like a sore thumb at church because I am on fire for God & so much of them aren't! Blessings to you,Judi